Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Everyday I miss my ex boyfriend, Brandon Baxter. I love him and I want to be with him again, but he has a girlfriend and doesn't care about me anymore. When we first started dating, everything was good, we held hands for the first day and kissed. When he broke up with me, we were not even dating for a week, and after he sent the message -yeah I guess I am breaking up with you, I'm truly sorry Rachael.-, I cried all that night, the next day I ripped up his letters and poems to me and threw them away. I was so sad, and I said that I would love him no matter what. I still love him, but it doesn't matter anymore. I wish I could go back to the way it was, its not easy now because he won't ever love me again.Sometimes I catch myself thinking of when we were together. We had an amazing relationship, but he was too clingy and it made me uncomfortable. Then he left me alone for a week straight, so I broke up with him.